a quiet evening by the lake, just he and i. a dinner where we sat in the restaraunt and actually shot the shit. if these are the moments, then i am so grateful for them. its hard loving someone you want to set on fire and laugh at, but hey, i guess this is marriage. i've loved him so long that i've lost myself in the mix. hard to believe i wanted to strangle him just two days ago, then where would i be? a ya ya on my own again, god grant me the serenity....i know i'd make it in this world without him, just as i know i don't wanna. so thankyou for these moments in which i look at him and wish for forever and think i might have a chance of being heard.