I like to cry like one, every now and then. Mostly I just spend my time wishing I could cry. No, that's a lie. I'd rather throw a fit like a two year old of any sex. That'd be great. Grown ass woman that I am, screamin and cryin and stomping my size 10's.
I hate having to smile, the work I have to put into being personable. I fuckin hate persons. Lots of them could care less about me too. I'm just another rat in the race. I don't even like to run. But that's what I do, run my ass off. And I don't even like rats.
Hungry rats, sleepy rats, dirty rats.... I've never met a rat I don't hate. I work so hard it makes me want to cry, just like a little damned girl. It makes me miss the little girls I have at home waiting on me to come home with smiles. At least the smiles I give them are the real deal. Everyone else gets my cellophane smile.